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TEST

2012-02-17T23:45:00.000-08:00

This battle of war, i promise i will defeat the one that look down on me...i swear nothing can stop me from being the one that i always desire to be. God, please, give me the power of will to go on improving myself each time i wouldnt want to live a life full of misery. And each time, her winning brought my self -esteem down, the pain in my heart would not subside as its like a 10000volt of electric that shock my heart badly. I've been asking myself, how could this be? is it that i didnt work hard enough? or she's way too intelligent? But there's only one thing that i know, improving my grades is important.While winning people by grades is just too childish what matters most is to earn back my self- esteem. Next week, is a opportunity to prove myself im not stupid, im strong, im strong enough to face the difficult obstacles that get in my way regardless of how bad the situation is, i swear to god i must put in my 100% of effort.

My valentine 2012

2012-02-13T05:42:00.000-08:00

English please dont be harsh towards me.. i love you no matter how you ill-treated me but please forgive me that i betrayed you for Maths and Science and you keep complaining that i was too biased towards them and did not spend much time with you... but please, Forgive me i swear i will treat you right from this lovely valentine onwards i will read more English and practice more so please give me at least a B3 ..... im sorry if i expect too much but ya.... if there's a limit in love, i wish its 10000 years for you English.. i beg you...please be touched by my words. Im sorry Maths that i criticize you just for English haiya..the most i manage my time wisely so that i can date you both during the next valentine's day

Life in 2012

2012-02-11T04:27:00.000-08:00

It is a very challenging year to start with as this year, i would have a major examination coming right up..common test is round the corner and i will have to start working now. i have soo many test in a week and soon i will be losing my sanity. oh god!!! how could this be ?? it is so tiring and everyday i will have to go home around 5pm but why cant the stupid principal understand our torments? haiss... i tried to be a assiduous person but no matter how i persevere, my grades will remain the same...especially my English gosh i just passed only..well, i guess i need to work harder to achieve my goal..my target was 6 points but now i will need to aim 9 points first in order to pursue for 6 points.....well my Mathematics was just fine but my angle of properties is not really good so i will try to practice more for that. Regarding simple interest and compound interest I'm still okay with it because as long as there's money, there's always me and that i swear..so in order to achieve peak performance i will use all my energy and soul in my studies and i will try to manage my time wisely. But for now i will need to end my storyline here..I'll do the continuous storyline next time see ya blogger...

summer day :)

2011-10-31T21:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe winning her may not be a big deal but , at least gotten my dignity back.. During mid-year , her over-confidence had brought my mood down and not only that i just cant realize she actually talk back and gossip behind me.. In my heart i was distraught by her actions and most importantly ( WORDS ) but now , i proved her wrong ... Even though ability brought you to the top however, it takes a good character to keep you there.. wow i cant believe im actually saying this for the very first time !!! but after all this is just a beginning i still have years to go and fight this battle of war ...
why??!!! my mindset was to aim to the top but why i still have this weird feeling inside me ?? probably i was thinking too much hahah anyways i didnt even think about winning her all i knew was to improve not beating others academically.. and winning her was just to prove that whether i had even put in my effort anot.

my results

2010-09-06T21:15:00.000-07:00

haiss...i thought i can win her easily but i wont give up . Remembering the time she was haughty about her results and she kept telling hahah im NA wad i came from em2.. then i was so exasperated after listening to wad she said and piss off...even though i used to come from em3 was already engraved as part of my memory but i still cannot be able to get rid off... i know that it is already fortunate to become 4th position in class when i came to NA this 2 years only..but im not satisfied yet i love to aim for a higher goals so that i can have a good job in the future ... i always thought that bestfriend would lend a helping hand to one another but when she gotten good grades she would get rid of me and go on with a very proud face...i know i may be jealous but this incident thought me something and i know the moral of the story is to fight wadever you have, aim for higher goals , be strict , i dun trust besties

my life

2010-03-07T03:07:00.000-08:00

my life doesnt work great as i got alot of of things to do as my teachers gave me pressure
. Recently my compositions have improve and i get 3rd highest for tat and im not really tat ecstatic
hmm dunno why im so bored during the weekends. I know my english not really good but i will try

school today=p

2010-02-24T02:33:00.000-08:00

im not really happy abt today as my senior exco anyhow scold ppl and i think he is picking on me and there laughing and it is getting on my nerves ....i hate him alot as he is so naggy i have a feud between me and him but anyway i hate him....

besides tat he even ask me to run 5 round of the sch so do u think he is a bit insane ? and tats wat i thought too. After a while, i said i do nothing wrong and he said im definding him and he want me to run 10 rounds and my mind said he is totally insane tat he must go live in hougang mental hospital...

other than tat everything went smoothly i think.... even though the chairperson has ncc and she left her duties all to me.... and tats outrageous dun u think so??

well, prefects are not really as good as u think...the world is full of hates and one day i felt remorseful y i join prefects?? but sports leaders are no better too... hmm isnt student leaders are always have the advantages?? but i know everything also have disadvantages too but being a prefect is not good cuz in my sch alot of ppl are sarcastic and very disturbing... haiz anyway time to go now bye

my mood

2009-12-18T08:49:00.000-08:00

well, today my mood is extremely boring as you know i love to stay at home and do nothing but recently i have a new project to do but the project is about global warming and i thought it is suppose to be easy but its quite hard and i kinda worry about my art piece hmm.... wish someone would give a helping hand in my work

life is full of colours rite? but to me its just seems to be so boring what should i do??
many people seems to care about me but why do i feel like nothing ?? am i heartless or what?? i think no one would see my blog rite?? if yes that would be great

my results

2009-11-01T20:58:00.000-08:00

well..i really not very happy with my results when i knew tat i get 10th position in class but nvm i can do better next time
im so scared... next year is my only chance to go express i must work extra hard to achieve good results and thats my promise to my family

my reflection to daily lifes

2009-10-24T02:08:00.001-07:00

well its is great to tell everyone about your daily life isnt it???
i am born to be very cheerful and i will make everyone be like me so cheerful
do you know why i said myself cheerful? cause i am able to face all the future problems that came to me
many people said their lifes is dull but no matter lifes is going bad we still must able to face it and cant avoid
those people who read this will be a advantage for you many people also said when people doesnt want to face the problems will e.g jump down the building for example but dont you think it is way too foolish??? only idoits will jump down the buildings
i know that our daily lifes will be so boring but we have lots of fun rite??
even though the stupid exams keep goin on but we nver gave up as according to teacher said perserverance do the lead lol
do you know that h1n2 is coming???? anyway it is such a waste to study
lol jokin dun believe anyway gtg bye

My runaway friends

2009-10-22T02:05:00.000-07:00

u may think my friends run away from me but on the surface maybe yes but actually nope haha cause in the reality i may seem to be so friendly that i have a lot of friends but actually i made a few friends only cause as you know i dont believe in friendship
i think you may have read my blog i guess i think i may have deleted from my blog but if u are really a fan of busy body i have to said to you frankly u are crazy i think lol just joking bye